going to see rubblebucket tonight with some friends. okay, let me just say that i’ve been into them for a long fucking time— found out recently that a really good friend went to school with one of the guys in the band. he happened to get us into the show for free (i would have paid either way), and we are potentially hanging out with them after the show. i can’t even begin to explain how difficult it is/is going to be to not seem star struck. like, what the fuck. i’m mainly afraid that i won’t be able to control myself and not act like a crazy fan. i’ve been blasting them at work all day, spacing out and getting overly excited out of nowhere— pissing off my coworker. oh well, needless to say, i am extremely excited. yolo
New song that we played at Willimantic Records on Tuesday. Working title is “Gas Huffer.” I kind of intentionally stole one of the lines from a crust punk band.
lyrics: "Opium and a bed of clover, let the chemicals wash you over Where were you when Freddy drowned? I was getting high at Brian’s house. Opium and a bed of clover, let the chemicals wash you over Who would want to see this shitty world clearly anyway?
So I huffed gas in my garage because it put me somewhere else We set off pipe bombs in your backyard, yeah we blew it all to hell All you got was a wound, but I wasted 20 years And after 3 days in corrections, I walked home and I drank a beer It was the body and the blood of a christ I’d like to kill I’d hang him out there even longer so he knows how I feel
Opium and a bed of clover, let the chemicals wash you over”
i’ve catered to the likes of you. believed you knew something i didn’t. the whole is huge, but barely wide enough to blacken everything and sustain a lie. we turn the couch around and dance again, destroy a living room with all my friends. a secret key, a confidence. one heaven sent. a halo not yet bent. you can compete. it makes life sweet. we haven’t seen anything. you so complete. so much cooler than me, you will be the catch of a lifetime. you in your sleep, still could land on your feet. you will be the catch of a lifetime.
"too fuck to drunk, too drunk to fuck. pissing blood from jacking off too much, all the time. I feel warm inside the well where I’ll be all of the time. death is wrong when life is wonderful so I’ll be cool"